And I'm still awake. You would think having a baby would make me want to sleep early but my brain is like "NOOOOOOO". Lol, forever a night owl I suppose. So hey this is my first blog post! I feel like it should be grandiose but alas just my pointless drivel.
Things.....are not quite like I planned. I had hoped to be moved by now but I haven't. Money is truly the root of all evil but you need it in order to survive nowadays. One of my favorite movies has a quote that goes "Dreams only get you so far darling....after that you need cash". I apply it to my own situation because I can dream all I want but sadly to get to where I want to go I need a lot of what I don't got atm. Not necessarily the most of uplifting of quotes, heh. But it's not all destitution and grim business. Money is never unattainable if you are willing to work hard or sacrifice or that's how I figure it anyways. Either way I will get to where I want to go soon, just need to be patient.
I been feeling rather sad with how things have been lately, I haven't even really done any makeup which is odd because makeup makes me happy. Hopefully this little journal of mine will help, it's been so long since I've kept one and the last one I did have was a composition notebook written in multi colors of markers and tons of stickers. :D No stickers here or rainbow color markers....but it will do. Took me FOREVER to find a cool theme since I'm too inept (and lazy) to create one myself. I do like the journal name. I totally ninja'd it from an Everclear album but since this is just a silly little blog I doubt it matters.:P I figured it was kind of fitting since this is where I'll be posting my makeup looks hence the sparkle....and we all know it all fades so wham there ya go. Plus I love Everclear......90's Everclear not whatever Art Alexakis has turned it into now. Ugh why do artists have to get all complacent and shit? Seriously...stay tortured your music was better that way! Ok so that was a little mean.....but really they suck now. And that makes me a sad panda. :(
Well, I suppose I should sleep. It was rather nice to get all my thoughts in one place. And who knows maybe eventually this will be a proper blog! Course as I typed that I envision a blog eating tea and crumpets....cause apparently thats what proper means in my head. And somehow blogs are sentient and able to eat. HEY ITS 2AM I AM NOT SUPPOSED TO MAKE SENSE RIGHT NOW.
Anywho, yeah I suppose this is good for now.
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